Love, passion, purity

B2ST : Beautiful Show @ Jakarta

2012-02-13T12:35:00.001+07:00

OMG OMG OMG! I finally, like FINALLY got my tickets for the upcoming Beautiful Show in Indonesia yayyyyy! Seriously this is once in a lifetime experience.. and I'm really thankful to my parents that let me to buy the tickets. The moment could finally come to me. I will get to see my ultimate bias group, BEAST performing in front of my eyes LIVE. And seriously, just thinking about that makes me tearing up.

I've been liking BEAST for a long time, since their debut to be exact. and now they finally come, just one week before I go back to MY~ how happy I am yayayayayyayayayy *dance in joy*. I was terrified before because when I want to buy the tickets online, the festival class is already fully booked in just 2 minutes. And then I'm kinda late on buying this too -__- I should bought it on the day the tickets are released, which means 2 days ago, but I was kind afraid my parents won't let me watch it.

But in fact, I'm allowed to go and they even bought me the ticket! I was so happy ;____; I feel so guilty to them that I spend too much of their money.. I hope I could be a better kid and repay them someday! I won't go shopping again till I came back there, I promised. *tearing up again*

I can't wait for 17th MARCH now WOOHOO! and I will get ready to meet them kya kyaa~ *turn into a fangirl* ! BEAST, let's meet up soon! <3

another rambling post, lol.

xoxo,

Stella

Hang out for lunch: Tokyo connection.

2012-02-10T22:58:00.002+07:00

So recently my friend had been bugging me about this new cafe in my town that is Japanese-based and is a great place to eat with quite low prices and delicious foods. She had been asking me to go with her there as soon as possible, but she couldn't really do it because she was busy with her college stuff and its upcoming festival, as she is a part of that festival committee.

The new cafe is called 'Tokyo Connection' and it does serve Japanese foods as its main menu and some lovely desserts such as pancake, crepes, and cakes too. Since I was quite curious about this cafe myself, I went with my mom and sis because they said they want to go there too. I was quite amazed with the modern style of the cafe, although it was pretty dark inside. So many japanese stuffs and paintings are placed as the decoration, and my friend said it right about the food! It's quite cheap because you could get a big bowl of ramen for only IDR 25.000 (around 9RM). The cafe is nice, and it's definitely worth it for me.

the decoration on the wall beside my table. It's pretty!

Foods that my sis and mom ordered:

Chicken Karaage soyu ramen and Hakonatte nutella pancake

I ordered Chicken teriyaki set but forgot to take a picture of it lol.

the back bar where they do drinks.

I don't know if they cook the food here too though :p

the back diner area. My sis insisted to pose again, although I said to move away.

It was quite crowded at that time indeed!

I enjoy eating here! and the food are truly nice. Must come with my friends later before I go back to Malaysia XD. Well, me and my besties here are just loving cullinaire trip! but eating too much would bring harm to my body isn't it? hahaha.

See you soon bloggie,

xoxo,

Stella

Pizza night out.

2012-02-08T17:07:00.001+07:00

Hey there bloggie! ^^
Today I'm going to talk about my pizza time with my family yesterday night. Well it's not that special, but I had just finished fixing my over-all jeans short on the afternoon so I decided to wear it. Took the photos at my bedroom with my fail digicam. Oh well, I think I need to buy a new one. I'm currently liking my new loose long sleeve shirt that I bought before, so I think to mix it with this over-all. Is it nice? hahaha.

I also haven't had any chance to buy some accessories lately so I re-use mines all the times. oh well, I'm not going out that much these days because my friends are all busy, so I feel really really bored. Can't wait till I'm back to Malaysia later! :)

{tops: unbranded long sleeve white shirt}

{bottoms: over-all short jeans, bought at Sungeiwang Plaza,KL}

{shoes: high leopard sneakers by forever21}

{accessories: Bali bangles}

see you soon!

xoxo,

Stella

CNY 2012 Part 1. Buffet dinner

2012-02-04T01:04:00.004+07:00

Hello bloggie! sorry for not updating for a week D:
I wasn't in the mood currently, but I'm getting better now and I'm here to post about my CNY times with my family, yayy! ^^

So for this CNY, me and my big family from my father were having a buffet dinner at Hilton. I was so excited though, because I never ate at Hilton before :p. All my cousins are there, except 2, because they had gone back to Singapore and Sydney to continue their study earlier in January. Sad, but also happy because I still can have moments with my beloved cousins <3

Before we started the dinner, we did come to my uncle's room because he and his family are coming from out town and decided to stay at hilton for 2 days for the CNY. The room is soooo big! and I totally love it~ I hope I could work at Hilton after I graduate anyway ^^

the lobby~

took a selca of myself lol

the standard room. it's pretty big and fitted for 3 ppl :D

That's my little sister there!

she's 11 years younger than me lol (too much gap yeah?)

We're 3 sisters, and she's the youngest while I'm the eldest :D

still the lobby, I love that blue-cyan floor

posing with my cousin, we won't meet again until next year I think,

since I'm studying in KL and she's in Sydney..

Will miss you a lot Queency! :D

taken by my mom lol.

I was still looking at my uncle's camera that time.

{dress: pink long blouse by Carla}

{belt: black belt by Carla}

{accessories: my favorite owl necklace}

Another selca~ it's pretty seldom of me to take full make-up like this

so i'm just like it :P and I curled my hair a bit at saloon beforehand too!

pretty much a fail shoot but still liking it XD

This is my whole big family.

With my cousins, Queency and Joshua.

Oh well, seldom meet them but we are still close as always!

the awesome bathroom inside the bedroom.

Seriously I want a bathroom like that in my house! lol

and my sister posed again :P

So how was it? Hilton is indeed pretty! How was your CNY guys? Is it fun? I hope so, because it's the time to gather with our whole big family and receive allowance :p But still, family gathering is more important than the allowance part, okay? keke

Well, that's pretty much about the room and the lobby of the hotel though~ I didn't have that much photos on the dinner but I'll let you guys see soon! And I'll also upload the ampang trip day 3 after that ^^

so, see you guys soon!

xoxo,

Stella

Happy birthday to you.

2012-02-03T00:18:00.005+07:00

Hey, I'm here to say happy birthday to my current someone ♥♥

19 years ago, you were born on this day. And you wouldn't possibly know that I thanked God and your parents for your birth. Thank you for coming to my life and play a big part of it. I'm still a bit sad about us though, but I won't waste my time by not telling you how I'm happy for you and wish all the best for you. I hope in this special day you would smile and laugh a lot, and I also hope it will be the best birthday for you so far.

Sorry that I cannot congratulate you face-face, because we're currently 2 towns apart, but with this I'm wishing all the best for you. I hope you would always stay healthy and live long, and I hope you found what you have been looking for soon. I can't wait to see you again soon ~~and don't forget that I still love you as always~~ ♥

Hope you have a happy day today! :D

xoxo,

Stella

Gym time. Rainbow!

2012-01-23T00:07:00.000+07:00

Hey again bloggie, Happy Lunar New Year!

I'm going to post about my Chinese New Year time tomorrow, because I haven't met with my big family now XD However, I'm here to share about my experiences on last Thursday.

So, recently every Tuesday and Thursday, I go with my bestie, Christine, to the gym and work outs. And last Thursday, after 3 damn hours of exercising and took a shower, we hung around the mall where the gym is located. The name of the gym is Helios Fitness btw, and we hung around the mall to search for clothes for the CNY <3

and theeeeen, I find this cute long sleeve tee! It's only IDR 40.000 (around RM 15) because the store was having a mega sale until CNY. I'm not going to wear this for CNY of course, but I'll bring it back to KL and wear it at nights!

{bottoms: bossini short jeans}

{shoes: converse}

{accessories: owl necklace}

isn't it cutee?? I don't wear any make up there because I was being lazy :p

Anyway, after that I decided to buy the tee because it was super cheap and cute, and I'm personally loving the big red glasses that the character used in the tee <3

After we hung around for about another 2 hours (lol) we went back home and coincidently saw RAINBOW because it was raining before! It's rare to see rainbow so we took photos of it from our car.

see that pretty rainbow up there? I loveee rainbows <3

Honestly, that's all what I want to share right now LOL. I know, it's lame but I seriously love to see that rainbow, because it rarely happens in my country. I should have brought my camera and took better pictures, ugh!

Anyway, Happy CNY for those who's celebrating it, and I'll be back to post about my CNY this year as well!

See you soon bloggies!

xoxo,

Stella

photos are taken by: my phone's camera and edited by: photoshop CS3 for macbook

Bang Minsoo. C.A.P.

2012-01-22T01:17:00.001+07:00

Okay everyone, here is the first kpop things I'm putting here. I don't know why but these past few days I felt a great urge to write about this guy. so here it goes.

doesn't he look like Taylor Lautner? XD

This is C.A.P, whose real name is Bang Minsoo, the leader of quite-young group Teen Top. He's only 1 year older than me, but he has these things in him that caught my attention. Now I may sound like an obsessed fan, but I feel like he's really someone i would like to be close with. Not because he's an idol with his hot abs and cool yet handsome appearance, but because of something else. Yes I admitted he caught my attention first because he was super hot for his age, but after I knew more, I'm captivated by other things of him.

I wasn't a big fan of him, heck he wasn't even my bias, and I'm just going crazy with their cool comebacks recently. But as I searched more about C.A.P I feel like he deserved to be adored much much more than he got right now. I don't really know how to explain this feeling i have for him, but it's more like, I'm captivated by his personality. Not as an idol, but as a person and the leader of Teen Top.

As I'm searching about him because I think he was so cool at their new MV "Going Crazy", I found so many facts about him that I never expected before. Yes he was born with that manly image, but who is this guy behind his manliness? He's a kind and gentle guy that took care of his members a lot and would put his members first before himself. He's a guy that eats a lot, and although he looks manly he has a cute charm inside him too. He always thanked his mom in every interviews, but barely talks about his father. He said he didn't want to get married to anyone, but he said he'll do anything to his girlfriend. He never talked much but he cared about his members a lot.

The more I found those facts about him, the more I feel he's someone that can get along with me. I don't know why myself but I think if we ever met and have a chance to be friends, I might make a good friendship with him. Somehow i feel like we have few personalities that matched each other, and somehow too, I can understand his real feelings. It's not because I'm obsessed, but I think I know what kind of person he really is.

For me, personally I thought he stayed closed up to himself all the time because he was being a responsible leader, and he doesn't want to burden anyone because he was in charged as the leader. Meaning, he doesn't want to disappoint anyone around him. He doesn't like to talk much because he finds it irrelevant, but he cares for those that are important to him, and quietly taking care of them. He looks all manly, but he actually has cute sides too that people might not know about but he doesn't want to look stupid when he does that, so he stayed manly on stage. He really loves his mom but somehow he seems to have a problem with his father. I don't know what problems but maybe his father didn't approve him being an idol? Or maybe his father would often fight with his mother? I don't know either. For me, when he said he doesn't want to get married to anyone and barely talks about his father, those are some kind of actions that he took to go against his father and prove himself that he's able to live independently without him. However behind those actions, he still wanted to actually fall in love with someone one day, so he said he'll do anything for his girlfriend. That is what I portrait about him so far.

Recently, he was caught in a controversy of him saying in an interview, that if he had a son, he would spoiled him with anything that he wants, but if he had a daughter, he would hit her and drag her home. Okay, it was a quite big controversy, but I just can't seem to be mad at what he was implying. Somehow I feel that there's a reason of him saying that, and that reason is personal to him and maybe has connection with his father. I don't even know why but when I heard about the controversy, all that been running in my mind was he had this major problem with his father that made him saying he would spank his future daughter to make her obedient and drag her home because it's dangerous outside. The question is, what is exactly his problem with his father that affect his ways of saying things and attitudes so much?

No one knows except Minsoo himself. My thoughts about this personality of him might be wrong because i never knew him in real life, but because I also have some problems with my father, I feel like Minsoo is in the same state as me. The problems brings many affects to my personality and attitudes to people as well, so I think Minsoo must have gone through the same situation as mine, although maybe his problem was different from mine. And because all of this weird thinking, I feel like I really admired him as a person. With all those problems and burdens surrounding him, Minsoo still managed to act strong and pull himself together as the leader for the aspiring group and give his best on stage.

That's why I feel he really deserved much more love from fans than he already got right now. And I don't get the idea why he got less fans than his other members. Can't people see how kind and adorable this guy is? Because for me he's the most admirable guy right now. I know what I'm saying maybe doesn't even make sense to some people, and some of you would just think I am a crazy fan girl but I'm honest with what I'm saying. As I said, I feel like I know how he really is, and I don't even know why I feel this way.

These random thoughts and feelings have been running in my mind these past few weeks since Teen Top made their comeback, and I can't help but to write it down to relief myself. People, Minsoo is truly adorable. And for antis, stop talking about him being a douchebag, sexist, abusive, and other craps titles after the controversy because he really deserves to be loved. Look through at him first before making your own judgements okay? Because for me personally, this guy right now is one of the best men i ever see :)

No matter what happens, I will support you fully from now on, Bang Minsoo <3
and I would really love it if someday there's a chance for me to meet you in person.

see you soon bloggies!

xoxo,

Stella

credit pictures goes to tumblr

Ampang trip. Day 2: Shop till drop!

2012-01-21T12:16:00.002+07:00

Hey I'm back again everyone~

after spending the night sleeping I'm recharged with energy and I'm back to share about my ampang trip :DD as you all already see, the first day was ended with buffet dinner, and now let's go to the second day!

So for the second day, we decided to go down town to the centre of KL, means KLCC, Pavillion mall, and Bukit Bintang street which originally is a shopping centre for peoples. Well, it was kinda late since we all are sleepybugs that woke up late, but we still managed to have fun! Unfortunately, when I woke up that day, my eyes were so red and I don't know why.. maybe because my soft lens? So I was left with no other choice than take off my soft lens and wore my glasses. Ugh. I hate it. Because my eyes looks somewhat ugly with just glasses, without any lens that make them looks bigger. Anyway, here comes the photos :)

took a photo before going. I'm wearing the black crop tee with leopard cross printed

on it that I bought from Sungei Wang the month before :)

And then, we went by walking and took a bus. We went to KLCC and that day the KLCC was so crowded by people, because it was Hari Raya for everyone so everybody seems like swarming around the area. We went for lunch first since we all hungry and then we met this boy!! LOL, no he isn't stranger or anything, he's actually our friend, Korean friend, that was asked to join us along since he also didn't have anything to do XD Let me introduce, Kim Daehyun! :p

silly face, i know XD

And after having lunch at KLCC, we decided to go to Pavillion. We were originally want to go there using the monorail, but again it was so crowded so we have no choice but walked there. It's not that far anyway, maybe around 15-20minutes of walking :)

the pavillion starwalk~

look at that big Esprit store <3

Sephora in front of pavillion. make-up shopping time! ^^

taking picture with these ladies :)

group photo again! I miss this moment :(

And after that we went our separate ways. The boys just wanted to have some drinks while the girls went around the street to go shopping. Well we originally wanted to go to Sungei Wang Plaza, but then we stucked at Zara near there. The boys were kind of furious since we spent 2 hours shopping and they got impatient on us LOL sorry! It's girls stuff! hahaha, and then after we finally arrived at Sungei Wang Plaza, the girls continues shopping while the boys wandered around. And even Omjon cut his hair since the boys didn't have anything else to do while waiting for us to done with our shopping! XD And finally in the night we had dinner :)

We went to T-bowl restaurant that is located in Sungei Wang Plaza. It's a toilet concept restaurant, meaning all the furnitures and layouts seems like you're in a toilet XD but no worries, it isn't nasty at all, it's actually cute and nice :)

look at those cute bowls and delicious desserts! XD

on the left was dougnut delight, and on the right was strawberry parfait

yum!

this is what I ordered at the restaurant.

Seafood tomyum ramen! so spicy and sour,

but really nice! :)

I was forced to take a picture by Daniel -__-

Well i look weird with glasses aren't I?

Omjon posing with his new haircut and meals!

Those are the eaten doughnut delight and Cheese bake rice!

I love cheese bake rice, the best thing you have to try once you go to KL~

very very recommended :D again, yummm!

Yep, that's all for the second day. On the third way we went back to our residence huhu TT_TT but we had a really nice night on the third day <3

I'll be posting the day 3 soon, so see you bloggies~

xoxo,

Stella

I'm here to say goodbye.

2012-01-20T20:47:00.002+07:00

Hey, I know I'm not supposed to say anything

in fact, i don't even have any rights to say these to you, but i still want to.

Sorry for not talking to you directly, because I know your friends might misunderstand me again.

And you know it's annoying right?

Well, you might not even read this, but if you ever, here is that i want to say.

Today.. you're leaving right? I saw your status.

I honestly want to bid you goodbye too, but I just can't. I thought I might saying something stupid again. And I don't want to ruin the peace that we have right now. Sorry for not being able to pull myself together after that time.

I know your feelings well, yet I'm being childish and hide myself like this. You know honestly, I still remembers you once in a while. Sometimes I still remembers all those times we had, whether it's a bad memories or good memories. and until now, I honestly just want us to be close as friends again.

I know, it may not be possible, and I've tried many times to erase that thought from my mind. However, when i remembered how fun it was when we were just friends, I want that to happen again. I don't know if you ever think this way but I do. I don't even know if you ever cared for me but I still care. I admit, I'm over you. Not completely but yes, thanks to someone, I can finally over you. but somehow, because we ended quite miserably, things just not goes right, and I just want to fix that, so we can just talked like the old days without hesitating.

And now you're leaving. You're going to be that far far away. And i don't even know when will i see you again. I don't even know myself, but somehow I feel a bit sad. Because I think I still need to fix things with you, and now you're leaving without me making any progress. I just want to say sorry for those stupid things. Sorry that I burdened you. And I just want you to forget those stupid moments and restart anew as friends. I won't ask for more than that, because now I know that you're not the one.

I still have a long way to go to find my right one, but losing a friend like you make me sad. I just want to go back to those times when we're friends because now I think, we really were indeed fine that time. As I'm already saying, I just want that, no more else. Because I love another one right now so you don't have to worry about me. It's just.. could we stop all these tense and hesitation and be friends again?

You really may not be reading this.. but if you ever..

well, you know what's on my mind then. Last thing, I want to say goodbye. Good luck to you from now on and I hope to see you someday when we grew more. I hope the best for you and your studies, and I hope, when we met again, we could really be just friends.

Thank you for once coming into my life and be my friend. I appreciate that. Now, let's focus on catching that dream of yours that you told me back ago, and I'm here to support you, even though you may not know about it. I'm here to support you as a friend, so good luck.

And now, I finally can say goodbye to you. :)

Cloudy wednesday. Hang around the hometown.

2012-01-18T21:28:00.000+07:00

Heyya people! :) I'm here again today~

but this post wouldn't be about my ampang trip -yet- xD, sorry!

So today I went with my mom and sis because I'm too bored at home already lol. The holiday is too long for me while I'm already ready to go back to college, so sad -__- . Well, so today was cloudy, but it didn't rain until now, i wonder why..

it was indeed cloudy, wasn't it?

I went to Paris Van Java in the morning, one of the biggest mall area in my hometown Bandung, to hang out a bit. And then I noticed these pretty red flowers as decorations for upcoming CNY and decided to take a picture XD

{tops: purple plain shirt | jacket: bought from facebook}

{bottoms: forever21 jeans}

{shoes: the little thing she needs gold flats}

{accessories: red bag from teetoo | bali bangles | owl necklace}

And then, since I haven't eaten any breakfast yet, I went to Talaga resto with mom and ordered tahu bletok and tahu bala. yum! <3 The names were so unique and those were so indonesian haha. The price for these food are cheap, since tahu bletok was only charged IDR 9.000 (or around RM3) and tahu bala was charged IDR 6.500 (around RM2), but also very yummy!

yum <3 tahu bletok is the one on the left.

After that we both continued with our trip xD we went to supermarket to buy things and then came to used-to-be my school to pick up my sisters from school :) Since my sisters were nagging that they were hungry, we decided to drop by at Paskal Hypersquare -the biggest foodmarket in Bandung- to eat some lunch. It already changed much since the last time I went there. The layout is becoming more vintage and it's so nice since there are so many choices of foods <3

see all the lampions there? they are so pretty!

the outdoor area

Taken pictures of myself in the foodcourt. oh well xD

These few days I've been thinking about buying a toy camera. Well, I fall in love with Lomo holga and disderi camera though, but I also thought about saving money to buy a SLR camera. wonder what should i pick, hmm :S

Anyway, see you guys soon in the next post! :)

xoxo,

Stella

picture taken by: my phone's camera and edited by: photoshop CS3 for macbook.

Ampang trip 2011. Day 1: Arriving.

2012-01-17T13:40:00.000+07:00

Yay for the first post! haha :D

So, I want to share about my short-trip with my friends during Hari Raya Holiday last year. fyi, I'm currently studying abroad in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia and during Hari Raya Holiday that time, unfortunately the shops and restaurants near my campus and residence were all closed for 3 days, and because we didn't come back to our hometowns either, we decided to just having a trip on our own. We booked a standard price hotel in Ampang region, and then packed our things, and go!

We originally wanted to go to Genting Highlands or Ipoh to have more "holiday" feeling, but unfortunately -again-, all rooms had already fully booked, so we had no choice but to go to this place. However it was an awesome trip since we went with friends, and we succeed in captured many pics during our trip!

So, let's started with day 1: Arriving.

The ladies. I'm wearing the I <3 SG tee from Giordano here :)

{left to right: wenny, me, vhie, christy, ache}

posing with our luggages in campus's foodcourt

with Vhie at the Hotel.

Waiting for our friends who did the bookings.

well…the boys who joined us along XD

{left to right: omjon, arnold, daniel}

I love this tee, dunno why though.

We checked in soon after it although it took a long time for us to arrive there because we were using taxies, and then we rested ourselves for a while. On the evening, starving to death we decided to walk around the area. Wenny and Ache didn't come with us though, because they were too tired and decided to just ordered food from the room service. After taking a bus and walked a bit, we found the Japanese restaurant, DAIDOMON at Grand Eastern Mall, Ampang which provides buffet style of yakiniku and sushi, yum! It was a bit pricey though, because it charged RM63 (tax exclude) for each person, but it was worth it since we could eat whatever we want in the restaurant! No more starvation for us, yay! xD The place was really nice and the food was SUPER GOOD. I like the layouts and designs of the restaurant also, feels so Japanese!

hoho, look at that shrimps and meats <3

we even ordered each kind of sushi due to the starvation lol.

group photo! :)

last but not least, our sake!

I didn't drink that since I'm full already and I just don't like it's flavor,

but the guys happily gulped it.

Well, that's all for the day 1. After that we're just heading back to hotel and had our nights watching TV since it was the Hari Raya day, which means, barely shops opened. Good thing DAIDOMON was opened though XD I want to go there again now :(

I'll be posting the day 2 trip maybe tomorrow.

xoxo,

Stella

Greetings. Constellation started.

2012-01-16T21:55:00.000+07:00

So, welcome everyone to the new blog of moi. I honestly don't even know why I make a new one. I just felt a sudden urge to make it and well, this blog would probably consists of my daily ramblings, kpop things, and fashions. Yes you heard that right, fashion. I've been thinking of making a fashion blog since long time but i don't know if my style good enough for that. ~~lol, pity me.~~ But then I thought myself why not? It's not like I have a certain goal making this blog. I make this one to have fun on my own.

I may not be updating this one that much, since I'm more active in tumblr these days :) But i'll try my best to update this one as soon as I have something on my mind to write it down here. :D And if anyone wonders about the blog title and these things about constellation, it's actually based on my name Stella, which means star in french.

For those who haven't known me, hello :) I'm Stella, 19y.o this year. I'm currently studying hotel management at my university and I'm just a girl with lots of desires and passions within. I love makeup, fashion, and music a lot. And I'm a huge kpop fan since kpop had changed my life. I'm more to act based on how people treat me, however i like meet new people and makes friends so don't hesitate to chat me (I'll put a chatbox in here soon) and you can also follow my twitter and tumblr.

twitter: @ellatella

tumblr: girlinalonelyland.tumblr.com

Okay, enough for the introduction.

See you soon in my first post! ~~(although i still don't know what to post)~~

xoxo,

Stella